no one can describe what feelings i have now, no one can say that i didnt miss my children, no one can see my loneliness, no one can see how my heart cries how tears on my eyes keep falling down.... yet many people say that i am strong but they are wrong, im not strong when it comes with my children.... im not a perfect women and im not a perfect mother, but i know my heart and my feelings with my children is PERFECT... they knew me well .... and i know someday that all my prayers have an answers